Hola Mi Amor!

Hola Mi Amor y HMA Familia!

Blessings all. I’m going to let the words of my poem speak for itself. Enjoy!

I’ve Waited For You

Tic toc goes the hand

It’s a second chance

At love before it blooms it’s like a real slow dance

Bob and weave round the ring in the boxer’s stance

Avoidant looks glide into a softer glance

He sees right through me it’s like a quick romance 

And scattered hugs don’t seem like enough, but I’ll hold onto them when times get tough because this isn’t my first rodeo

I’ve been lassoed in a few times before- no, but this time ‘round, this ride’s for life

No more riding high on fair weather emotions and untamed desires

My saddle’s steady, reins right and I know what it requires 

My love’s locked in for the first time bullseye on my first Love

Steadfast, moved past, reeled in and been cast back into love with me instead of living from the perverted lens that viewed me as a sacrificial sick game to play 

I waited for you and didn’t even know it until I knew you, again

Separated from my birth, spare rib much sauce I don’t come here just to play 

Every move I make now, intentional

God moved and changed my life- monumental 

The choices we both made last were consequential 

Jenny say love don’t cost a thing- yo give me a pencil

When I add it up the weight it was detrimental 

If I met you then añother dot on my dice it’d be something like…just experimental and a notch in my bed post-

Carving out a bust of what shaped my unhealed soul the most

So thank You Holy Ghost for keeping me hidden until in God I boast nothing more than He cuz all these little g gods be like burnt toast- trash

You see, I only wanna… a love that lasts

So the weight of the wait for you I can’t take the credit and even though thru Him I know you’re paid for

Your presence to me is priceless worth more each time I hear your heart roar

As I’m held within your arms more, it makes me wanna call you lord and cook and help you 10x more with every call and purpose you’ve been gifted from our mighty and powerful Lord

I made you wait because He was still working on me-

And from the looks of it from where I see He has still been sculpting you too

So in His timing if it shall be I’ll be waiting here faith fuzed 

My heart is ever praying His Will even if it is not you

In God alone I live and breathe because He only speaks the truth 

Just still know, all and all I really pray my dream was true because Mr. almost ready, I’m waiting for your move

That’s that piece.

Love & Blessings,

Jana M. Gamble

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