Hola Mi Amor!

Hola Mi Amor!

Como estas? Que pacito mi amor? Well I pray that you are well and that you have heard from God in a special way this week. While I was doing dishes yesterday Holy Spirit dropped some heat on me!!! This poem is full of messages and comes from 3 voices. It’s lengthy so I’m gonna hop right into it… ❤️🙏🏽🕊

Ain’t I Worth It?! I Know He Is!

by Jana M. Gamble | Written 08.05.2025

Aint I worth it?!

I’m sitting here rather perplexed

Been cycling through relationships- both business and personal giving all of them my BEST

Yet I’m right here in my empty nest- alone and digging myself outta yesterday’s chores that I just didn’t have the energy for

Ain’t I worth it?!

I spent over 10 years developing visions, connecting dots and helping dreams come true, but I’ve come to realize the painful truths… You see, that unwavering, ride or die support hasn’t been universal!!!

When it’s come to come to me and my dreams I may doodle on the back of a piece of mail during a commercial and then months later, find my scribbled notes while searching for that one thing I just knew I left right there that I need to take with me to church.

Ain’t I worth it?!

It’s funny how Holy Spirit won’t let me forget. He’ll play a song in my spirit, whisper in my ear, dream up and entire set. He’ll speak thru a stranger and handcrafted sermons that sound like they were written for me.

Ain’t I worth it?! I know He is!

We often complain about how “they did me” and why does this keep happening to me?! The “why me sagga.” Well why NOT you boo?!

How often have you heard that we attract what we are or our likeness?

How are you trying to tell me that I somehow deserve to be treated this way?- This lying, cheating, deceiving, mistreatment, giving me nothing when I’m pouring out everything I’ve got?!

Ain’t I worth it?!

Let’s take a breath my love. Skeereet! Halt.

I promise I’m only coming in truth and love. Speaking past the pride, praying you hear this from the center of the purest place right on the inside… of your heart.

Who says that size doesn’t matter?! 😳

That’s okay, you can laugh. I hear the chatter. The brother like those fast cars, big engines, shiny rims and hips that don’t lie.

And ladies! I KNOW you want a man that knows how to work what’s between his beautiful… 👀 ears, because no one wants a dummy LOL!

Let’s get focused here!

Ain’t I worth it?!

If size matters so much to us, and people are always chasing money, love, attention, affection and power- WHY the are we not going straight to the source of ALL of these things FIRSF and foremost instead of creating idols and making false gods that will only lead us to pain, destruction and even death?!

I know He’s worth it! So let’s go to God!

And when we go to God then He will reveal and heal those places in us that are attracting the wrong things, people and fruit.

I know He’s worth it and do are you!

He showed me that people walked all over me, used and abused me, prostituted my gifts, lied and manipulated me, cheated on me, beat me up, accused me, tormented me, wouldn’t love me like I loved them, wouldn’t pour into me like I poured into them, didn’t keep me safe, wouldn’t acknowledge me publicly, wouldn’t help me, silenced my voice, disrespected me and didn’t value me…

And still I would stay with them until He would create a way that forced me to leave.

Ain’t I worth it?! I asked

All of that, absolutely NOT my daughter. Come sit on my wheel, I am the Potter, and let me mold the broken pieces of you into this beautiful masterpiece that I yet foreknew.

All of that trauma, drama, hurt and abuse was in fact being attracted to you.

Yes you pour out love and give until there’s nothing left, but you’re missing the most important part- Me and you!

How is it that you “give them the world” but leave the one that created the world with leftovers and you with crumbs?!

Ain’t I Worth It?! I Know You Are!

As you learn to put me first, seek my face, hunger for my Word, you will know who I say you are and how I love you. Then you will know who you are in Me and be able to love yourself like I created you to. Only then will others truly reciprocate the love to you that you’re both seeking and deserve.

You’re Worth It! Don’t You Know You Are?!

…Let me teach you.

🙌🏽And that’s that piece!!!! Lord I thank You for blessing me with this message to share. It is continuing to minister to me and I am so very grateful for that. I pray that everyone that reads or hears this poem will be transformed in big and small ways immediately and even in days to come in Jesus’ matchless name. May we prioritize You first in every area of our lives oh God and let the way you love rule our world. We love You God. There is none like You. Have Your Way, Word, Will- in, with and thru us in Jesus’ name. Amen & Amen!

Happy Sunday! Go to church and have a blessed day- On Purpose! Don’t have a home church yet? Come visit us at 4152 Washington Blvd., StL, MO 63108.

Love & Blessings,

Jana M. Gamble

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