Hola Mi Amor!

Hola Mi Amor!

Como estas?! My Lord, HMA family I’m not sure where you may be reading from today, but when I tell you today in St. Louis, MO our weather is quite a treat! After weeks of scorching temperatures today has been in the 70s all day. It is incredible. It was so nice that I was prompted to sit out on my balcony and write, which brings us right where we are now.

This poem is called A Love Like Yours…

I’ve never known a love like Yours

You loved me lying and scheming- robbing and cheating on You

And I really had the nerve, the cojones to form my lips, to ball my fists and drown my pillow for a man-child who blatantly did the very same thing to me?!

How DARE I!!!

Wallow in the puddles of my tears at Your feet when I’d spend most of my days with my face in his lap so he wouldn’t leave me knowing that every single time he walked out the door or swiped his screen before I sat by his side he had already ghosted me anyway

And You-

You!

You sat by and watched it all

Now You watched it all go down, but not with eyes of perversion like the cousins who premeditated their run that night I ran away-

No, You watched over me with eyes of protection

All eyes on me- never neglecting

Angels all around hidden, stacked and ready like Swiss Army next to the Smith & Wesson

They’re battle ready both prayer warring and the realest soldiers

These streets might be mean, but you best fear Him alone that creates the unseen!

My God, my God how You love me!

How do You love me?

How do You love me when I have broken Your heart time after time?

I know You said You threw it out

And I know Your arm is long and strong- so why Lord do I keep spending all of my energy swimming out into the deep of the sea of forgetfulness without a tank and diving to take hold again that which You already determined void?!

And still You love me!

And still You hold me

And still You call me Yours

And still You choose to use me

…I can’t out run Your love

You correct me with Your loving-kindness

You wake me with Your ever sweet presence

You comfort me with Your peace beyond understanding

Your love overwhelms me

It brings me to my knees and moves my body in Your rhythm thru my blues

If I have nothing I still have everything in You because You alone are the King of kings, Lord of lords, the Creator of ALL things, the Author, Director, Producer, Orchestrator and Editor of my story- Jehovah Tsidkenu who loves me! Hallelujah!!!

It’s a love I’ve never known, yet a love I want everyone to know in Jesus’ name!

And so you know, He doesn’t love me because of all of the good things I have done or that I do

I am His daughter so He loves me through and through

And He loves you just as much- On Purpose because you are His

Lord God I thank You for Your agape love toward me!!! God I love you and I owe you my lif, so my life to You I give! 🙏🏽🦋🕊️

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