Hola Mi Amor!

Hola Mi Amor!

Buenos días my love and Happy Sunday! Cómo estás? So this poem has been being nurtured in parts for a little bit, and this morning I get to “pen” it here praise God. I pray that it blesses you.

It’s Not A Mic Drop: Hanky

By nature I am a giver and a nurturer

The one that sees a need and fills it

Sees your likes, loves and wants and and gifts them

Hears your dreams and plans a surprise to reveal this or walks by your side as you fulfill it

You see this is a new season even for me so I kinda understand why it may not be so easy to see, so I’ll share it straight from me

This is my hanky season- yep God released me to let down more than my nets for this harvest…because it’s different. I’m different. You’re different- more disciplined, discipled and more anointed than you were before.

This time around can’t be like when we were young- running game, no less than completely OBVIOUS hints as we’d bite that lip, swing those hips and drop it like it’s hot. Oh no wait! That was actually me in my B.C. days when nothing else mattered but pleasure and pain.

But you weren’t so different were you? I’m sure you were a young handsome stallion or so you thought. Running the streets and running through women, but praise God that was just the beginning and that, no not any of these things define us now or even then.

What a God we serve that has forever known the end to how it all begins. What a loving-kind and compassionate God that can take all of our mess and make a message. He’ll take all our tests that seem to keep on testin’ and for His glory nothing we’ve been through will ever be wasted!!! Hallelujah!

So mi amor, I know I’ve been leaving hankies all over this floor- showing you honor and all the ways I adore…oh not just you, but God first and foremost. What I need you to know is that you don’t get me without us both having the Ghost. And I’m not talking spooky ghosts so if you don’t know Him then, my love, this ain’t your post.

I was starting to think should I be concerned?! Does he need a doctor or is he steel feeling burned?! But then Holy Spirit showed me- better than that He told me. My love you aren’t used to a whole, godly woman dropping gentle loving hints like our great God drops millions of delicate snowflakes from the skies that He created.

No sir. And we’re not talking about back then or the short time that you waited. Because of your kissed by God face and your stature you’re used to having access to every woman that you’d want to go after. Used to the late night texts and DMs begging for your time and when you’re gonna be free to see them. Sultry calls of how she can’t wait to kiss your lips and talk about plans of you two taking luxury trips.

Yeah, that’s just not me (anymore) if that’s what you’re looking for. My God showed me His playbook and it’s something I simply cannot ignore. I’m leaving a trail of pre-deposits of my love. Pre-filling that reservoir for the times I may need to be reminded to love you like before. It’s a preview of a coming attractions that you may have in store- IF we do this God’s way.

So I will be obedient like Ruth and lay at your feet

I will be kind to you like Rebekah, comforting you in times of need and I will always inquire of the Lord

I will be loyal to you like Sarah- but you know exactly what I really mean my love

I will honor you like Mary of Bethany and never take your headship, your anointing or love for granted

I’ll take risks with you and for you like Esther to bring everything forth that God has called, purposed and assigned to us to do for His Kingdom- in His timing

I will wait for you, quietly, attentively and patiently as I pray for you earnestly- believing God’s will for our lives- every day and every night. And every day I will ask God to continue to create in me a pure heart- never to stop pruning on any area or part…of me, so that I can continue becoming all that He has created to be…for me, my family, my community, my ministry, His Church and for you. I don’t want to miss the mark! I’m not willing to stop having God’s heart!

So as they said in Jesus Revolution, “if you ever get between me and God-it’s over…”

My dear, today this is my hanky. This is my reminder to you that when you’re finally ready… I’m waiting right here.

Te amo mucho mi amor. Have a blessed day- On Purpose! Love God. Love People. Walk in Unity and go to church!

Love & Blessings,

Janabee

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