Hola Mi Amor!

Hola mi amor!

On 09.17.2024 I had an impromptu overnight at my Daddy’s. He lives in a suburban neighborhood vs. I live on the “Southside” of St. Louis in the hood that’s in a “rebuilding season.” When I went outside for my morning prayer I was immediately concerned as I looked to my left to see that I had left every window of my SUV completely down all night.

Those feelings of leaving my belongings out in the open in the dark night so vulnerable quickly dissipated after, not only seeing my ride in the exact same condition it was in the day before- AND remembering both where I was and who’s I am!!! I was in the safety of my father’s house! Hallelujah! Not only was I covered by the One who created me, I was covered by the one who’s seed God created me through!

This experience so gracefully brought to my attention and remembrance that I can let all of my walls down in the presence of my Father. Both of them!

The image I chose for this post is really worth more than a thousand words so I know there was no other way that I wanted to capture the heart of this message I’m now sharing with you. God gave me this priceless gift of insight, NEW understanding and revelations during my time of communion with Him. I pray that this truly blesses you in a special way as you dive into the waves of what I have penned.

Walking in my father’s shoes- shoes that have already been through what I am in and going towards. With my imperfect self in them working to become more like Him and imitate Him with my life.

There is more space here. There are open doors for me here. He prepared a table for me early in the morning, and he prepared fresh manna for me.

Here there are more gadgets, resources, and supplies than you could ever imagine. More protection, then you could fathom.

He loves me in a way that could never be encapsulated, or for me to ever understand. He desires, my love, my attention and quality time.

Here, and through our daily communion, I am reminded of how much I am to honor him, make him proud, and how much my constant spiritual growth impacts his life.

Here there are more ways to transport, travel, and take me to new levels than I’ve ever had or have of my own. There are tools and equipment to help me fix whatever needs creating, mended or that’s broken.

My father is always fighting and advocating for justice in more ways than I can ask, think or imagine.

There is diversity in my father’s house. Diversity of tangible things, people, and possibilities.

My father is always helping the needy and giving out of the depths and kindness of his whole heart. He visits the sick and hurting regularly.

His thoughts are not my thoughts. He has far more wisdom and experiences than I’ve yet had. He owns the storehouse. There’s a hedge of protection around his house, and that he puts around me- On Purpose!

Anything I might need he’s got it, or will make a way for me to get it! I am covered here.

He waits on me patiently, even when I move outside of his plan for me, and is so happy to welcome me when I return to him so that we can spend time together. We laugh together, share, enjoy the same things, we cause good trouble together. I’m so much like my father, so much so that it was difficult at times in my younger years, because I’m just as strong willed as he is. “In his anger, he hid his face from me…” But God!!!

So, EACH time (yes there were several) I would humble myself, laying down my pride, and pour out my heart to him. Always asking for forgiveness, his presence, and for him to show me his love again because of how badly I yearned for our relationship. In my daddy’s arms is where I earn to be.

There is a different anointing in my Father’s house. A different level of comfort, a deeper depth of breath, a sweeter aroma, and more love through the community of His children then I could ever experience having if I were home alone.

Sitting outside of my father’s house wrapped in his covering and walking in his shoes. With tears of revelation, while soaking in His presence and worship.

¿Quieres más? Stay posted for Part 2 Coming soon… 🙏🏽🕊️

Muchos gracias para sharing this tiempo conmigo mi amor. 💜 Yes, that’s so #Blexican of me LOL 😂🤷🏽‍♀️

Te amo mucho mi amor.