Hola Mi Amor!

Hola Mi Amor!

¿Cómo estás? You already know that you’re always in my thoughts and prayers amor. Well guess what?! This message has been on my heart for at least a week and today I want to share it with you. When was the last time you were pushed?

Life has been life’n okay!? None of what is happening is any surprise to God- and for that I’m forever grateful. But you know what? I’m tired of being pushed around!!! It breaks my heart when people don’t see me for who I truly am. And what gets under my skin just as much as being misjudged, but causes a different set of emotions to rise up, is when someone is lying! Those two things really push my buttons.

In this season God is doing exactly what I asked for and He told me to prepare for. That doesn’t make it any easier though. It’s clearly written on my Q3 vision board: pruning and refining. Then to add in my prayers that I surrender all to Him and my daily requests for God to help me die to self. Yeah, now that I think about it, I shouldn’t be surprised from any of the attacks I’ve been facing.

“They’ve” pushed my buttons over and over again to the point that my kindness has been taken for weakness and my reactions perceived as defiance. A righteous anger rose up, and although I had every right to be upset God was busy trying to do a work in me. Through my church’s (The Advancing Church) current Sunday sermon series, The Acts of the Holy Spirit, one of the many points that really resonated with me is how God doesn’t just have plans for people “living right”- he has assignments for our enemies too!!!

So I’m getting pushed around left and right and then God sends people that love me just for me to get PUSHED even more? Lord what?! These scenarios unlike the previously mentioned, pushed me in, with and through love. Sometimes even knowing their intentions this can be hard to receive. I’m already tired from being pushed by others, pushing and holding myself to higher expectations than ever before and then You’re bringing me more homework/soul work that’s stretching me beyond where I am comfortable. Lord Jesus please help me! Seriously God, I want to become more like You so please help.

Having people that love you enough to push you (pray until something happens) is a priceless gift from God. What then does it mean to be PUSHED?

• Purposely
• Unite
• Saturating
• Heaven (to)
• Evade
• Devastation

The power of being pushed in love is intercession- intercessory prayer, standing in the gap with and for you. As someone (now here I’m speaking of wise counsel) allows God to speak to them, they’re bringing a perspective that will be the exact SHIFT that you need. This faith journey is no joke and lives are literally on the line. When it’s said this is not a game and it’s a life or death situation, believe it! Our choices absolutely affect everyone.

Love PUSHED Me

When trying to be submissive and there was noticeably something I was missin’

Love PUSHED Me

When my misinterpretation became a painful moment and distraction

Love PUSHED Me

When I was tired of the crushing and didn’t want to show up

Love PUSHED Me

When given the choice to give up or grown up in God

Love PUSHED Me

And because love PUSHED me- I’ve never hesitated to have PUSHED love back on the daily

Standing in the gap is the least that I can do

Heart humble to my Maker covering love in prayer because everyone needs to be PUSHED and Love PUSHED Me!

Buenas noches mi amor 🙏🏽💜🕊️